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PP pray for u, good mood everyday~~~~

i killed a spider just now, i kill that spider becase i fear it. it's huge brown spider, i felt i was wrong after i killed it. actually he didn't do anything to me, but i just taken his life because i am scare. i was using Jack's text book smash him until dead, until dead his leg still hang on the wall with his socked body. i am so pity for him. his life is taken only because i am scare. God, forgive me please~~~~~~~
i went to swimming with Ken yesterday, there is water goes in to my ear, i could not bring water out until now! i thought it's will become bad infection, it happened when i was young, felt quite pain, i don't wanna it happen again so that i went to Ryde hospital. Nurse tell me, my case was not that hurry, there are around 60 patient wating for help, therefore i have long way until see doctor, i gave up at the end, i saw too many face under paint in crushing room, somes are laughing, somes are crying, somes are quite. i cant stand in this anymore, then i chose give up~~~~~~, i am too weak.

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