边界2005

PP pray for u, good mood everyday~~~~
马上又是一年一度的Christmas了，可我的态度似乎还不肯妥协，人在天涯还有什么节日可言呢？回顾2005，发生了许多许多的事情，有些被我粗略的记录在这个小小的board上，许多则被我整个的忽略掉。于是我的记忆象被雨水浇过似的混乱不堪难以整理～～～～～
我跟小雨分手了，结束了这场历时7个月的情感短跑，唯一觉得遗憾的是我们都没有到达终点，突如其来的交通堵塞使我们同时失去了比赛的资格，所以没什么好伤心的，交通事故而已，无法避免的话，就只能小心驾驶了～～～～。（ps，第一次见面 01/2005，第一次接吻26/03/2005，第一次做爱27/03/2005， 我想说的是，这一切都来的太快了，让我无法招架，来不及反映）
我对自己的见解：似乎在感情上，我的勇气都比不上一个小女生；感情对我重要么，对我不重要么？我无法解释～～～～～唉
incoming call， to be continu, later

在路上

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进来最有意义的事莫过于看过的那本小说了，《血色浪漫》，想必内容我这辈子都不会忘记，或许我跟钟育民一样都是那种在路上的人，可是近来我却停了下来，停止了选择，原因有太多。我想是应该继续走下去的时候了，人生如梦，那种再路上的感觉或许才是真实的，我需要的。结局如何都并不重要，重要的是享受过程，那种艰辛于喜悦～～～～。
从此我不会为谁而停留，因为我在前进。
选择自己，选择人生！

My messy mind 

Love is Love

PP pray for u, good mood everyday~~~~I thought that i am two saprate parts from long time ago, one is sprite another is body. God combine this two part and give it to my parents, let me have chance watch this different word, therefore thanks to god and my parents.
The funny thing is that i dont even belive there are god in this word.
Anyway, felt a bit confuse so far, i had phone call to my parents, same as every time, i do't really feel comfort under that kinds fo presure. i knew that i am the lucky one, but i am just to lazy to handle everything, maybe that book which Dad recommend to me will change it.

thx god, thank you so much, no matter what will happen in future.

Some thing need to be changed

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I have not type in English for long time, but luckily I still remember how to do it. Seems everything goes bad science start of this year, visa, job, parents, money, uni,exactly everything. I can still survier under this pressure or situation maybe it's because I am weaker than what I am suppose to be~~~~~~
Mum had call me two days ago, that was first time that she was angry about me science last three years, i was also shocked by both my parent at that time, i dont even konw how to explain to them that what actually going on in my life. Talk was ended by my father's shout, Mum said i have 3 weeks time to prepare the answer for them.what's answer? i am still asking at this time .

Good luck then Frank

我把处男送给了你

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在这两个星期的时间里，发生了许多许多事情，多到让我现在也无法完全接受，在刚刚有了ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｋｉｓｓ之后的第二天我便结束了自己22年的处男生 涯，其中的感觉就好像刚出锅的肉一样，虽然可口但已经没有血液在其中了。接下来的日子里，我便有了自己的女朋友－小雨，到现在我还是无法接受这样的事实， 虽然我们可以在白天做爱，可以一起吃一碗饭，可以在大街上随便的接吻、拥抱、牵手。我想我是喜欢她的，就像我对她的解释：我喜欢你是因为你喜欢我，理由虽 然牵强了些，可我至少做到了一个男友应进的责任，关怀她让她开心可乐～～～
　　突然觉得以前的ｐｏｓｔ都写的非常优美，可见我的水准在不停的后退，到无路可退的时候我又会做和打算呢？今天收拾了许多东西，搬家这么久以来都懒的动，知道今天算是吧所有的东西都整理好，心中多少都有些成就感吧？
　　ｐｓ:每天都会有小事若干，这里就不一一纪录以免让本就平淡ｂｌｏｇ荡出一丝波澜。
　　ｅａｓｔｅｒ的时候去了Ｈｕｎｔｅｒ　ｖａｌｌｅｙ，后来的第二天又去了Ｍｏｎａ　ｖｕｌｅ，有机会的话，会陆续ｐｏｓｔ上来，以自纪录于鼓励~~

Mum's morning call

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There is little rain this morning, sky was also dark, people alsways sleepy and bull under this weather.
I had incoming call when I was doing open in store, I just had bad feeling that everything I receive incoming without number or under private number recently. But this call is really make my mind up, that's my mum's call!!
Her voice is quiet nuvers, sounds like some terrible things happened( yes it is,
but of course i would not tell them), suddenly

back to work
to be continue later

Ｆｉｒｓｔ ｋｉｓｓ

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　现在的时间是2005年3月26日凌晨3点40分，大约在30分钟以前我人生的第一个ｆｉｒｓｔｋｉｓｓ出现了，就好像什么都没有发生过一样，我现在冷静的出奇，可惜还是无法准确的描述出当时的感觉。只是觉得，嗯，这原来就是ｋｉｓｓ，不过如此～～～
　ｐｓ：那个女生的名字叫做周小雨，记得也好忘记也罢，她已经深深的打印在我的躯体上了。